Monday, October 31, 2011

The Heart Is a Resilient Machine.

Emergency

Call the ambulance.

Call the Doctor.

Call the Nurse.

Call someone before it gets worse.

All eyes looking for truth.

The Ocean In Between

The hours have closed in on us again.

An ocean sits between our 

hellos and goodbyes

as the passing years 

sink into the tides.

Honey, Oh.

Driving through the night,

The City a fog shrouded memory,

your hand a passing warmth coupling in mine.

Write a melody for your voice to sing,

find the chords on the keys.


Honey, Oh Honey

Did you wish we had more time?

Honey, Oh  Honey

There'll never be time enough for us.


Soft words cry out from muted lips

A passing embrace,

the final goodbye.

Honey, Oh Honey...

how did we come to this?

Saturday, October 29, 2011

The Origins of Sand

slide your hand into the hot sand


and ask yourself 


if the hourglass of the God's


broke and spilled


onto our shores.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Look Out!

throwing 
this word right
at you
like a baseball 
flying past your head
the wind
being cut
a whoosh
a turn of the head
to see the scene
of the window
breaking behind
you.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Most Things

Don't forget


it goes


both ways.

A Rule of 6

1.)
She colored the sky with her eyes.


2.)
Drops dripping onto the ground,
your hand extended out
feeling the moisture
collect in your
palm.


3.)
We stole the breath from each others mouths
and gave ourselves no room to breathe.


4.)
Disorder is the only state of being some ever know.


5.)
Your heart dropped a beat
caused a flutter in your chest.


6.)
No more trying.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Restart

Pull up the shades,


let the sun light


crash in 


waves


waves


waves

Embrace

This narcotic

intoxicates me

wholly,

it frees me

to flights of

fancy as

the words

surround me.

Spinning

around

and

around

they

surround

me.

Yeux comme des émeraudes

Emerald burns a hole through me

as porcelain draws me near

to contact once again.

Another fleeting

moment, or the

chance to

begin a

gain?

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

How Hauntings Happen (or Letting Go Of The Ghost)

We will ghosts 
into our lives 

with every hurt
we hold on to

with ever act of 
revenge, pettiness

or ill will we 
 have thought

or committed.

WAR & PEACE

No War.


Know Peace.

What You Do With Advice

Advice is only 


as good


as what you do 


with it.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Paths

All paths lead us 


from home


and back again.

Eve

Wandering the garden

for the last time,

do you understand

what you're leaving

behind?

Sunday, October 23, 2011

A Laughing Nature

Distance needn't be only calculated in kilometers.
Time is a distance that doesn't care for
Miles or Metric measurement.
The cycles of the seasons,
the progression of
Winter to
Spring to
Summer to
Fall
is the only
sense of time that exists,
though if nature could speak
we can be sure she would laugh at our notion
and ask us to watch
the sun and moon crossing the
heavens.

Leaves on the branches
as they brown and fall.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

the ones we loved

Every ghost 




is someone 




who was 




loved once.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Every Window Broken

I've broken

all the windows

in this glass

house.

Shards of glass

everywhere,

a cold wind

blowing through.

Pelvis + Criticism = ________

Is there an

equal exchange

between

lust & love

in your mind?

Who cares,

what does

it matter

you might

say...

someone cares

and it

matters all

too much

as well

you know

when the

cards collapse

and your

eyes are

wrapped in

tears once

again, wondering

how it

all went

wrong.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

We All

fall into line


eventually


even against


our better


judgement


or in spite


of it.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Honey

we all have fears 
lurking behind
calm brown eyes.
Founded and
unfounded reasons 
share the same 
apartment
in a no good 
neighborhood.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

I can do a pretty good impression of myself.

Monday, October 17, 2011

tied

You can destroy 


the reminders 


but the memories 


linger on.

making clean

I'm scrubbing my heart clean


with bars of miniature soap.

movement

We are waking slowly from the dream we have lived.
As we wake, questions escape our tongues
and demand answers.
We ask louder and more steadily
as we wait to hear what words may come our way.
They relent as the chorus grows louder
with every passing day.
Is it possible that
we will never sleep again?
Has the giant been roused
to action?

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Eternal Life

Light breaks through ashen gray clouds
on sunday morning.
People have been awake for hours,
dressing instinctively at the sound
of the pealing bells.
Standing in front of the gathered
congregation he delivers
his sermons. Gone are the tones
of damnation, rather, the promise
of eternal life. There is a boy
sitting and fidgeting in a pew,
wondering if eternal life
really exists.
He quickly forgets
and thinks to himself
"I can't wait til we get some waffles
after church."

Saturday, October 15, 2011

On Love

"It ought to make us feel ashamed when we talk like we know 
what we're talking about when we talk about love."
- Raymond Carver



There isn't a lot to say about the little we know

about the little we've lived and know about

Love. It's a joy, a rare interlude in the moments

between other extremes. An unknown quanitity

that rarely confines itself to the parameters of

language, something others can explore freely

while others read about it in books and maga

zines without ever having any sense as to its

scope and the broad range of troubles and or

complications it is bound to bring about in

either its pursuance or dissolution. We will

commit the most selfless acts for it as well

as the most selfish. We will lie about it to

maintain it just a little longer, both to our

selves and to our so called beloved. It's

presence and absence are constants in our

all of our lives. It inflicts unnecessary pain

and suffering on us, though that problem is

largely self-administered. The hope of it is

enough to continue the illusion that it may

yet still come in even in the unlikeliest of

circumstances. Love is not a ring, it is not

a thing that can be reduced to a physical

trifle. If it exists, it must exist in a world

of platonic ideals. A world of shadows,

but a world where we are finding our way

slowly. A world where even the heart of

a hardened cynic can be made to destroy

the cast iron shell built to protect it from

harm.

Before Anyone Else...

Com


plete 


Your


self

Friday, October 14, 2011

Addition and Subtraction

It always starts out simply
but becomes almost immediately
complicated when you add
a second person to the equation.
There is always some manner
of misunderstanding
that is bound to leave
hurt feelings as the
collateral damage of
action.
There is no fault
with wanting company.
It's so beautiful
at the start
and turns
so dark
so often
that some of us
cease to be surprised
when things begin to change.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

"Poetry Is Not A Project"

There is a self that is shown with the placement
of every word in a line.
Some placements are better than others.
Some placements are elegant
and allow the words to become a river
as they flow off the tongue or
the inner voice of the mind.
Other placements are clumsy
and done with little consideration
as they are rushed out to meet
some half-conceived expectation
of production.
There is an internal logic
that is negotiated
every time
a word is selected
and put forth. To give form
or not? To follow tradition and
meter or find a way to make
the words mirror the way I would
tell you these thoughts if we
were speaking to each other
across a table in a bar.
There is no scientific method
for this. There are suggestions
and some of them are quite helpful.
What are you looking to say?
How do you want to say it?
Do you know what I'm saying?

Broken Windows

It is a curiosity

that won't go away.

You keep looking,

wondering if

anything has

changed.

You realize

nothing has,

but look

anyway.

The Dynamics of Power

listen to the hammer

as it does its work.

rising and falling,

it is nothing

without its

master.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

an exceeded outcome

Imagine 


a house of cards


catching fire


as it 


collapses.

Cast Iron Heart

You can't 


Break a


Cast


Iron


Heart.

Hole In The Attic

There's a hole in the attic

where the rain always gets in.

You say

"go and fix it",

I just can't seem to

find my way up there

on even the sunniest of days dear.

There's a hole in the attic

where the rain always gets in,

I don't forget that the sun

makes its way through too.

There's a hole in the attic

but it could always be worse dear.

FATE?

All our dreams


turn to


Rust.

Oh Night...

I never 


tire of 


you 


my dear


heart.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Sentient

There is no such thing as sin,

ask any animal about it.

Monday, October 10, 2011

A Musing On Music

Music is Magic


&


Musicians are Magicians.

A Lesson On History

When considered in the present tense


History is not a spectator sport.

Maybe

in the next

life dear

we'll have

learned the

lessons of

this life

and found

a way

to union.

Frail Strength

Next Time

You Drive

By A

Car

Accident

Think

Of The

Snail.

Remember...

All Life Is Imbued With 

Both Strength & Frailty.
A Pox of Lips.

Halves of a Whole

How I loved you once.

Past tense?

Hmmm,

could be present tense

once more.

Perhaps

its always been.

It's hard to say.

It may not matter.

It was there once

and may yet

still be.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

False starts for lonely hearts.

Friday, October 7, 2011

It's True...

you can't 


love a 


wild one.

A Quarter til 2 a.m.

Pulling up to the liquor store drunk

as you stumble out

and mingle among the

other late night customers

looking to eradicate the night.

It's the usual mix of night crawlers

hanging around making one last

purchase before they go home.


Long days at work,

relationships going nowhere,

careers stalled out,

endless unemployment,

addictions to various vices,

the emptiness of a hollowed out tree.


You grab your bottle

(or bottles, depending how bad

that day was), it's most likely

in either a black plastic bag

or a paper one, and take it into

the car for the drive home.


Killing the engine in the driveway,

keys are fumbled for as the wrong

one and eventually the right one

battles the keyhole. You push the

door open and slam it shut before

you have the chance to put on a

light switch.


In your room you put on some music

to listen to from your computer as

you begin to change into your sleep

clothes.


There is a glass from last night

sitting there on the desk top.

You empty some of the bottle into it


It goes down fast and burns a path

to the bloodstream. The senses dull

at an alarming pace.


Another glass is poured.


Then one more...


then another...


and


eventually


the darkness finds you


places you in bed and whispers


in your ear,


"Good night. I'll see you tomorrow."

Thursday, October 6, 2011

The Rain Reminded Me

of a promise I made to myself a few 
years back to never step on a snail. 
It's a promise I have managed to keep
fairly well, though on occasion
my heart has broken as easily
as their shells when I hear that
crumbling crack. I can't help
but think of them any time
I see a car crash.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

The Dark Side of the Dream.
There is always sadness at the end of love.

Lluvia

Falling like words from a thousand


tongues all speaking at once,


forming a new language.

All Under Heaven

All paths lead to water 


All mountains lead to sky


All skies lead to heaven.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Continental Drift

We were too close for too long.


Even Pangaea became


Laurasia and Gondwana


in the primal sea of Panthalassa.
The good old days are long gone...


what should we call now?

Of Men & their Sons

Son, could you ever understand

what I've had to do for you

for all of these years?

Monday, October 3, 2011

If you can steal their eyes


you can steal their soul.

New Visions of the City

The city breathes softly through open windows


as rubber runs fleetly over pavement 


in the space between places.

Destroy The Narrative

Construct a narrative using only individual words
separated from the body of text.

Darkness

Sound

Anger

Catharsis

Relief

Mourning

Peace.

One Subject

There is no last straw

because you took them all.
____

WE ARE REBUILDING.

____

Give me a few months and then tell me I was wrong.
____

When your house of cards collapses

will I still be here?

Or will I have left for the open seas?
____

We have both drawn lines in the sand.
____

Like two crippled dogs readying for a fight.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

An Exampled Gleamed

We learn to demonize the ones


we loved the most. The gaze


rarely reaches the mirror.

Weekend Morning

From a sleep you rise


only to greet the day


with a passing hello.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Once again


we've become


the strangers 


we once were.