She shoots up heroin at home.
I know because I saw the spoon
sitting on her coffee table
staring back at me like a
witness on trial in front
of a jury. The caked white
in her curve told me
all I needed to know.
We made chit chat
about this and that
and all the expected
small talk bullshit
we felt necessary
to defuse awkward
situations. I sat on
her couch as I
petted her pet pug
sitting in my lap.
The spoon kept staring
at me, telling me,
"You know. You know."
"But what can I do spoon?"
I thought to myself.
Nothing. Nothing.
I don't know her
well enough to say
anything to her, to
say anything to her
friends. It's her own
business if she wants
to find her bliss in a
needle. Her life is not
my responsibility.
Don't tell me I should
do something for
someone hellbent
on their own path.
Freewill, we claim it
so often, we might
as well let all good
junkies go to heaven.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
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