Sunday, May 31, 2015

Why do we desire beauty 
that is not ours to possess?
Loneliness is desire unfulfilled.
Temptation always provides 
a sound argument.

Saturday, May 30, 2015

I steal the love I want

One moment at

A time.
Does the cage kill 

the soul

of the animal?

Monday, May 25, 2015

Until then, We fight

This life is trying to kill me,
One day I will let it.

Lurking Killer

Slipping in the shower

Landing on my back

I laugh and

Wonder how long

The shower has been

Planning this attack

Use

These words are useless
They know nothing of life
They are tools without lives of their own

Blunt instruments- 
That is what they are,
Exposing the strength of my thoughts

and the limits of what I currently am.
Perhaps, these words are more useful
than I had considered.

Consumption

When did we first learn to devour flesh?
How did we listen to the voice urging
us to take a life to sustain our own?
Has God feasted on flesh?
Is our nature cast in His image?
We consume life, in turn,
We are consumed by it.

The Impossible

We grow impatient with the inability of life
to astound us on demand.

Once astounded, we wish to experience 
the same delight, only to diminish it

with repetition. Some things can only 
happen once. Some of us never learn

that lesson. Some of us have, yet, 
we still expect the impossible. 

Ant

an ant wanders across the screen
defying me and gravity

I can not imagine the ability
to walk across a wall with ease

the ant has gone
walked off with casual disinterest

this record remains
of it's miraculous nature

Urgency

The knocking and ringing has been going on
for minutes. It's far too early in the morning to
do anything. I don't want to get up. The knocking
stops. My phone rings. I stare at it. Reluctantly,
I pick it up, wait for the dispersal of urgency.

Curves and Angles

I cannot remember most of my life
even though I lived it.

Memories have been relegated
to the dusty storage units

in the far corners of my mind.
Why must my mind have corners

when my mind resides in the
curved confines of my skull?

Perhaps memories bounce around
until they touch the appropriate lobe

when they are needed. I still can't
remember most of my life,

but up to now, that hasn't been
much of a problem.
Spring is fading fast
Summer's warmth is beckoning
Fall wanders nearby

On Language

Before I could speak
I had no use for language
Even now I don't

First Actions

Our first act in life is to cry,
Our second is to trust.
Our lives are continuations
Of both.

Friday, May 22, 2015

Change / Chance

The difference between 
change and chance
is slim at best.

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

On Creating

Feel free to stare at the emptiness as long as you need to.
You will turn away in frustration or gaze upon it in wonder
if there is something that needs to be said.

After the End

I walk down empty streets
looking for you and find only wind.
Afternoon sun burns my skin.
Nothing new in this dead land.

If I found you would you recognize me?
Gaunt face and weather worn skin,
aged remnants of the young man
I used to be.

Rays of light beam into my mind,
Irises constrict to a needlepoint,
Burning away a landscape 
as dead as my inner life.

Aching joints give and break.
I can feel the ants on my skin.
Such small feet pacing over me,
Mandibles tear into my flesh.

Waiting for sunset.
Waiting for sunset.
Nothing left.
Only this.

Learning at the Beach

If you wish to learn about yourself spend as much time 
as you can alone at the beach.

Do not take anything with you that will distract you
from your surroundings.

Do plan on listening to the subtleties of the waves as 
they come in.

Make sure to let the water touch your feet and splash
your clothes.

Do not set a time when you must leave. Let the moment
decide for you.

If possible, stay and watch the sunset. You will never
be disappointed. 

If a dead seal washes onto the shore, take a moment
to observe it's form.

Don't forget to take a sweater in the early evening.

Before you leave, turn around for a final look,
remember that moment forever.


You can't call God for tech support.
The number is disconnected.

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Potential Song Lyric

If you called me by name
would I recognize your voice?
I don't know. I don't know.

Friday, May 15, 2015

Once Upon A Time

You were so small as to be completely helpless.
You were small enough to fit snugly in the arms of
your Mother and Father. They held you and were in awe
of your complete lack of ability. You were practically strangers
but they loved you more deeply than anyone else in their lives.

Once upon a time

You were so small that you could not yet speak, but that did not
stop your parents and family from deciphering each cry, gurgle,
and coo. You began to learn this tongue through the kindness of touch
and bodily warmth. You knew what love was before you knew the word.

Once upon a time

You were so small that you led a carefree and blameless life where
every need was anticipated and provided for. Your cries were a source
of concern before you had anything to be concerned about.

Once upon a time

You were so small as to be able to swim in your Mother's belly and
hear her heart beat while her blood pulsed through you.

Once upon a time

You were so small your hand could only wrap around one adult finger.

Once upon a time

You were so small that you could not walk, you couldn't even sit.
You were so small that accomplishing each was momentous.

Once upon a time

You were so small, words could not take flight from your tongue,
they merely sat on the runway while mind, throat, and tongue
learned to coordinate their efforts for a mutual good.

Once upon a time

You were so small that you did not know of oceans, sky, wind,
but when you grew to know them you grew to love the vastness
of the world as you stood on the beach while the wind shaped clouds
into abstract paintings hued in the pastels of a fading sun.

Once upon a time

You were so small that your body began to grow and find it's place
among people. You grew taller and wider, more confident
and amazed. You grew so much that you met another person
and together made someone new. When they were born
you remembered how small you had once been.

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

For my niece, Kristen

She's a fresh human being.

Blank slate. Pure. That is

Unbridled hope.

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Kiss Me Like A Dreamer

Love is more than the sum of lips and spit,
of sweat and passion.

If I said to you, kiss me like a dreamer,

Would you understand?

Would anything have to be explained?

Could we hold an unspoken understanding
and build a world from there?


Tuesday, May 5, 2015

Dear Sunset

Must you be so predictable in your beauty?
Do you realize how common your 
incomparable pastels are to us
as darkness seeps into the sky?

Get out of your rut - 
surprise yourself, and us, sometime.
Feelings flicker through us 
like so many breathes of air.

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Random Post

The Sky will speak through me
in gulps of breath

                            while Water
soaks my flesh and feeds my life.

__________

My kindness has been cruel to me.

__________

azucar

Sugar in my blood

Sweetness on my tongue

Will kill me in time


Saturday, May 2, 2015

Spectator Without A Sport

Must we insist on peering through windows
others have forgotten to close?

Time and time again we look, if only
for a moment, as hearts and lives

unravel like a garment worn and loved
for too long. It's cold inside

and the breeze chills my skin. If you could
see me alone in my room

what would you make of me?
If I could see you alone tonight

with tears streaking your face
what conclusion could I draw?

Close the window before moonlight
touches your skin again.

Bookends

In the beginning...
                         
                             there was the word.

At the end...
   
                     there was nothing,

not even the word.

When nothing came to pass
there was no one to know
or comment on the complete
absence of anything.

It was as it had been long before
dawns of any kind existed.

In the stillness of the end
there was no sound,
only the faint possibility
of possibility .