Thursday, July 21, 2022

One Day of Struggle

This is the problem with being sober-
you feel everything.
There is no substance to be ingested
to elevate or subdue
the rising tide within 
the heart and mind
Simply an OS and the body
I miss the excess
and the feeling 
of artificial light 
raging through me-
pushing me through 
darkness and light alike
I run unassisted
except for those I lean on
when I feel the brakes
doing their work
I am still learning
to be myself again
in a new place
that might as well be
a continent never seen by man
I change my mind-
I don't miss the excess

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